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HELP - MDW - 11-12-2011
I have been gambling on the internet for 10years now. I finally have got to the point in my life where I cannot go on anymore. I have lost everything, I owe money, I own nothing apart from this computer. I need help. I know this, My nearest meeting is 40 miles away from me, I desperately want / need to stop. I was succesful, I was regarded in high esteem by people who knew me, Now, I feel like a stupid, old, worthless man. I have considered killing myself, (not for any pity from anyone, but to stop this vile addiction I have). I don't know what to do, I have lied to people i love, I just don't know what to do now. I loved life before i started this stupid addiction, I would like to love life again.