22-09-2021, 10:30 PM
I am addiction
I start in small subtle ways promising many things,
I promise you enjoyment and pleasure beyond your wildest dreams,
I deliver guilt & despair more horrible than your worst nightmare,
I promise you power & courage,
I give you feelings of powerlessness & hopelessness,
I will force you to live in fear always,
I promise you relief and escape from all your daily problems,
I create for you greater problems than you ever imagined,
I promise you many friends,
I allow you only isolation,
I promise happiness,
I create much sorrow, I will steal from you your dignity ,your families, your friends, your children, your homes, your demons, your spirit & your life, for love, freedom & happiness are impossible to find in my presence,
So never underestimate me,
I am devious & manipulating,
I have no preferences as to who I pick as my victim, rich or poor, young or old, black, white, yellow or red,
I have killed men, women & children,
I have no conscience.
So if you have met me, always be aware if you think you can beat me that I will be gone from your life and all will go well again.
Never forget that I will always be there, waiting in the dark shadows just around the corner.
I am very patient and I will laugh in your face if I can lure you into my evil world of hell on earth once again.
I am addiction
Writing taken from the "GA Red book android app"
I start in small subtle ways promising many things,
I promise you enjoyment and pleasure beyond your wildest dreams,
I deliver guilt & despair more horrible than your worst nightmare,
I promise you power & courage,
I give you feelings of powerlessness & hopelessness,
I will force you to live in fear always,
I promise you relief and escape from all your daily problems,
I create for you greater problems than you ever imagined,
I promise you many friends,
I allow you only isolation,
I promise happiness,
I create much sorrow, I will steal from you your dignity ,your families, your friends, your children, your homes, your demons, your spirit & your life, for love, freedom & happiness are impossible to find in my presence,
So never underestimate me,
I am devious & manipulating,
I have no preferences as to who I pick as my victim, rich or poor, young or old, black, white, yellow or red,
I have killed men, women & children,
I have no conscience.
So if you have met me, always be aware if you think you can beat me that I will be gone from your life and all will go well again.
Never forget that I will always be there, waiting in the dark shadows just around the corner.
I am very patient and I will laugh in your face if I can lure you into my evil world of hell on earth once again.
I am addiction
Writing taken from the "GA Red book android app"
My name is Martin, I am a compulsive gambler, my last bet was 29.9.2017.