24-12-2009, 04:53 PM
I got into debt when I was 18 and started gambling as a hope to get out of debt. I started betting on football and tennis had big wins and lost the rest of the time, never really got anywhere but it took up the time I had on my hands because I never had money to go out. Iâm just coming up to paying off my debts and have been playing blackjack a lot. I win a lot of the time big but end up raising my stakes and losing it all always believing I can just win it back but Iâm maxed out and owe money to my family who desperately need it. I won the other day and transferred the money I owed, well thatâs what I thought but I didnât confirm
the transfer and carried on gambling. By the time Iâd realised the money hadnât transferred Iâd carried on until Iâd lost everything. Now I just want an end to this life there is no way out now and I am so ashamed Iâve worked so hard to pay these debts since I was 18 and Iâm back to square one when they should be paid off now. There is no reason to this life, I just hurt people.
the transfer and carried on gambling. By the time Iâd realised the money hadnât transferred Iâd carried on until Iâd lost everything. Now I just want an end to this life there is no way out now and I am so ashamed Iâve worked so hard to pay these debts since I was 18 and Iâm back to square one when they should be paid off now. There is no reason to this life, I just hurt people.