hi

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thanks for listening to me. I still havent told my husband yet, but i will, i can imagine what the relief feels like, i dont normally lie and do things like this, so i am not handling it well, i end up going from one lie to another and i dont feel what is real now! i sat down with my mum and dad and told them everything, the disappointment in them was unbearable but they want to help me, and i have promised i wont go back on the sites again, i really want to keep that promise, but i am finding it hard as i want to win back what i have lost so much, i havent been on since i posted on here. its weird i dont think of me being a gambler and having a problem. I know that the first step. i get so desperate i need to get money to bet.....i dont know how to tell my husband, i will need to think about it! thanks guys for your advice and just for hearing me out

fiona x