09-04-2010, 08:56 AM
i am back on here, not good news i am afraid! I HAVE DONE IT AGAIN, i dont what is happening with me, what i am doing, everything has been pretty good lately and was getting myself on track, up to date with all my bills, then i go an do this. No reason for doing it other than trying to win back what i hav lost, stupid i know!! no one knows yet, that i hav started and spent loads already!!! what to do i dont know/?????
my husband said he had wiped everything off computer, but hadnt, obviously trusting me again, and i have blown it big time.
WHY DO I DO THIS?? U never hear of any good news from gambling, u would think that would teach us. I dont know what is going to happen next, right now i am still thinking i need to try and win it back, i know deep down this is never going to happen, and i should myself erase these sites.
thanks for listening and i appreciate your comments
fiona
my husband said he had wiped everything off computer, but hadnt, obviously trusting me again, and i have blown it big time.
WHY DO I DO THIS?? U never hear of any good news from gambling, u would think that would teach us. I dont know what is going to happen next, right now i am still thinking i need to try and win it back, i know deep down this is never going to happen, and i should myself erase these sites.
thanks for listening and i appreciate your comments
fiona