24-04-2010, 11:35 AM
hello there how are you doing today 24/04/10 ?? i have just read your story and found i have same story as yours .. how sad is that .. i however have 4 beautiful children and i spent their savings ....or they could have been if i had put in their saving books and not roulette machine !!!! i have barred myself from them all ,,today i feel strong and very determined never to gamble again but this bloody feeling comes over me and all i can think of is gambling.... i know this is an illness and i will attend the next GA meeting on friday ..i so want to win back what i have lost and feel sick thinking what i could of done with the money even to borrow and put back in my saving book.... do you feel like that ?all i can see is my figure of what i have lost over and over and over again even when i am cooking or bathing the children .. i think this is also a mentel illness.... what a waste of time and money and health and respect and self worth .. i must stay strong , my name is belinda and i am a compulsive gambler xxxx good luck to you