29-03-2010, 07:53 AM
dear,andy.the most important thing,is that you are not gambling.i too suffer from all those fellings you are talking about,i recently had a slip and i know' andy the feelings are worse when gambling,i struggle on a daily basis with feelings of self worth,i havnt got a job,no girlfried ,.and very little money.i think its amazing that you have gone so long,b kind on yourself mate thats such a great achievment.keep strong mate,and before you know it life will get better for you,stay safe all the best red <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt="" title="Very Happy" /><!-- s -->