01-04-2010, 02:51 PM
hi mark have read you story and hope your life moves on. you say the 12th is the first day of the rest of your life ! JUST a thought why not today is the first day of the rest of your life , you could go into re hab with 11 positive thinking days in your locker im sure it could only help . maybe try to get to 1,2 or 3 ga meetings in the mean time . in my experience they can be one of the most uplifting places to go and talk and listen , good luck and please post again . ken