04-04-2010, 09:53 AM
Im Andy a compulsive gambler and now having gone 269 days now without a bet ,feel that it is now only a matter of time before I gamble again. Purely because Im so bored, lifeless, got no girlfriend, got no friends, fun doesn't exist in my life any more,and even though I do things like gym,sport,football,nothing is giving me any motivation. Ive never got any money, so no change there,all it is is worrying and scratting to pay bills. Im angry,frustrated and red with rage because nothing,absolutely nothing good ever goes,or happens,its always bad, despite no gambling, its hopeless.I try to make my business work,but its virtually hopeless,beyond hopelessness.I never see anyone from day to day and the feeling of solitary confinement has driven me insane and mental.Ive lost my mind and thats all without gambling,so I may as well just go and gamble anything I can get my hands on.