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[carlonvi]

Hello, i've started plays poker online ,19 months ago; i want stop completely; i plays all time, i'm ruined and i'm sick. You can see, i don't speak english correctly but i need to write my story because nobody knows i'm a compulsive gambler; today, 9 may, i decided to stop; it's my last chance, if i continues to gambling i'll die, suicide certainly. I'm ruined and shamed.
Thanks for to read this