22-07-2010, 12:57 PM
Good on u for tellin him
it's the first step to admiting to u and others u have a problem,
u gamble cause like the rest of us u have an emotional illness..
Not u burst out in tears constantly but u feel low and depressed and u feel winning money and gambling will solve all problems but then within a short time(progressive illness) it becomes about jus doin it.. U put a tenner in
And win £500 any normal person would walk away..(any normal person prob woundnt be there in the first place)but like myself greed would set in and u want more and more.. I've been off for 6months now and life is not excellent cause I'm dealing with all the debt but I will say it's 10000 times better than it was..gambling has destroyed every relationship I've had there is only so much lying and decetefullness a partner can take. It made me realise after tgis one I've been in this circle of destruction for 7yrs and I'm only 26.. I nearly lost my house and have lost most of my friends. All I can to u is attend the meetings and start the 12 steps .. U have to start a journey somewhere so make it there.if u putthe work in u wil c
it's the first step to admiting to u and others u have a problem,
u gamble cause like the rest of us u have an emotional illness..
Not u burst out in tears constantly but u feel low and depressed and u feel winning money and gambling will solve all problems but then within a short time(progressive illness) it becomes about jus doin it.. U put a tenner in
And win £500 any normal person would walk away..(any normal person prob woundnt be there in the first place)but like myself greed would set in and u want more and more.. I've been off for 6months now and life is not excellent cause I'm dealing with all the debt but I will say it's 10000 times better than it was..gambling has destroyed every relationship I've had there is only so much lying and decetefullness a partner can take. It made me realise after tgis one I've been in this circle of destruction for 7yrs and I'm only 26.. I nearly lost my house and have lost most of my friends. All I can to u is attend the meetings and start the 12 steps .. U have to start a journey somewhere so make it there.if u putthe work in u wil c