20-05-2010, 06:04 PM
hiya csteak,my name is red.im a compulsive gambler..im really sorry to here your story..one thing i do know is feeling you want to end it all is not the answer,i should know.you have always something to lot forward to in this life,you have children and you sound a very intelligent person.remember its the addiction that makes you feel this way,the addiction is not you..i understand you dont want to go to meetings and respect your decision..please please get any help you can by phone lines or try ringing gamcare they are very supportive.i wish you every bit of success for the future.remeber life is worth living.the darkest moments can only make us stronger..take care and have a bet free future <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt="" title="Very Happy" /><!-- s -->