killing me slowly

[ginger]

hi ya mate.just read your story,my heart goes out to you.ive been excatly the same with this illness,ive blown all sorts of money and got my self in to more trouble than i can remember..i think a meeting would be the best advice i can give you.you will be with people who truly understand.you will gather strengh and see a way forward.please dont be too hard on yourself,we all struggle with this addiction.you sound like a nice and caring preson,please draw on the love of your family and friends.take a chance with a meeting.best wishes for a bet free future. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt="" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->