29-06-2010, 05:29 AM
You are not alone,as a compulsive gambler myself ive done what you have,many times,lost homes,businesses,and everything ive ever had,all gambled away in a matter of minutes in bookies.Over 25 years of it and still relapsed many times,purely because I didnt do the GA way of attending meetings.I dont know how,but when I attend meetings I stay clean,when I dont,whether its weeks or months,I relapse.So now ive managed 5 weeks clean,by attending meetings.Good luck to you,maybe try a meeting?Andy