09-07-2010, 06:48 AM
I was exactly the same as you,at 21 I was engaged to a beautiful girl,then started gambling and never stopped for over 20 years.I lost the beautiful girl many years ago,as well as my self esteem/confidence/houses/businesses/thousands and thousands of pounds/cars/motorbikes/and everything else.But still I gambled until 6 weeks ago ive finally had enough and attended ga meetings again and havent had a bet since.This will be the life or existance you have in store for you if you dont get it treated now.Gambling WILL take everything.It is EVIL/life destroying/and a murderer.If you go to the GA meetings they will help.Good luck.Andy.