i know i have a problem now, very new to this.

[pjimi]

this is the first time i have been on this website, its 04:00 ive just lost all the money i had for my rent and what i was due to family members. im loosing my friends, and loosing any sort of life i once had, i used to be into hanging out with my friends and drinking having a laugh and music. all i think about is playing poker, im still in denial, but i want to stop before it gets worse. I know its going get worse.

I want to go to a GA meeting but where do i start.

Did anybody ever get there life they once had. I feel i have nothing left both financially and socially everything.