13-08-2010, 02:06 AM
Hi there. I've been gambling for around six years, winning lots but losing lots more. I'm now at a stage where my debts are a real issue due to playing the machines in the bookies. Where has it got me? Nowhere; yesterday was the last straw for me. My head is hurting and I'm not sure how I'm going to dig myself out of this hole. Yesterday, I lost my entire wages, and now I can't believe I've really put myself in this position again. I've said before you can't beat the machines but always think it will just give me a little win to help out. Now I know there is no point. I might have to struggle for a few months before getting back on track but continuing to play will keep me struggling forever. I feel better sharing my story and want to keep in contact with others who are ready to really give up a life of pain.