01-10-2010, 11:05 AM
Hello Everyone
I have just joined in hope that somehow i will be able to stop my gambling.
Firstly i am 29 years old who is a wife and a mum of 2 wonderful sons.I have gambled since i was a kid as i use to go to the local arcades and play on the 2p and 10p slots with my grandparents at weekend but now as an adult i have a serious problem and its out of hand.Put it this way some days i have gambled a lot of money.I dont go into casinos or arcades ect as all my gambling is done online and most of the time secretly.
At one point i owed a lot of credit card debts but then i was payed out large amount of money for a serious car accident i was involved in so i payed off my debt and banked the rest.Well it wasnt long before i had spent the rest plus a even more on credit card debts which i still owe.
Im completely disgusted with my myself and what is the worse thing is that my husband and my children know im a CG.I have gambled in front of my children online and they have seen my moods swings through gambling which is disgusting and i know that.I would hate it if either one of my kids developed gambling problems because of me. <!-- s
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I have just inherited money from my grandfather which i have had the check payed to my husband and it has been put into an account that i cannot touch without his permission as i know i cannot be trusted not to gamble it all which makes me feel like a little kid and worthless.
I desperately need to turn my life around as i have a serious problem !!
I have just joined in hope that somehow i will be able to stop my gambling.
Firstly i am 29 years old who is a wife and a mum of 2 wonderful sons.I have gambled since i was a kid as i use to go to the local arcades and play on the 2p and 10p slots with my grandparents at weekend but now as an adult i have a serious problem and its out of hand.Put it this way some days i have gambled a lot of money.I dont go into casinos or arcades ect as all my gambling is done online and most of the time secretly.
At one point i owed a lot of credit card debts but then i was payed out large amount of money for a serious car accident i was involved in so i payed off my debt and banked the rest.Well it wasnt long before i had spent the rest plus a even more on credit card debts which i still owe.
Im completely disgusted with my myself and what is the worse thing is that my husband and my children know im a CG.I have gambled in front of my children online and they have seen my moods swings through gambling which is disgusting and i know that.I would hate it if either one of my kids developed gambling problems because of me. <!-- s
--><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_cry.gif" alt="" title="Crying or Very Sad" /><!-- s --> I have just inherited money from my grandfather which i have had the check payed to my husband and it has been put into an account that i cannot touch without his permission as i know i cannot be trusted not to gamble it all which makes me feel like a little kid and worthless.
I desperately need to turn my life around as i have a serious problem !!