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My name is Andy and Im a compulsive gambler.I havent had a bet today or for 179 days now,but although life is still very crap,its not getting too worse at the moment,but only because I havent gambled.Recovery is slower than slow can be and things just never seem to get better,but I guess they must be as Im managing to pay bills,just about,but as ever,always skint.There is certainly more sorrow and pain in life than happiness,thats for sure.Yes there is a big hole in my life without gambling,but I do not miss it 1 bit,I HATE it,and HATE what it has done to me,and my life over the past 25 years.Ive been a waster and now Im perhaps starting to grow up,but finding it very difficult in the real World as its just full of crap.I dont go to many meetings although I know I should and that is 1 thing I will try to make sure I do.
But just for today I will not gamble.Andy
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gambling - by andy again - 18-11-2010, 09:14 AM
Re: gambling - by helen - 18-11-2010, 09:45 PM

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