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doing it alone
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I have been gambling since i was 16 and i am now 22. It seems to come and go, but right now this is definitely the worst it has ever been. I have just gambled like i do every time i get money and i am just fed up. The scary thing is i don't get excitement off anything like gambling. But the feeling when you lose is horrendous at first but then a couple of hours later i find myself thinking........oh i could win it back tomorrow n then i will stop. Even if i walked in the bookies now and won i would not be up so i need to stop telling myself i'm up when i have won the odd amount (which is very rare) and just nip it in the bud now while i'm young. I really feel too embarrassed to tell anyone about it so this is a big step coming on here and writing about it.

I can't really see myself going to one of the meetings because i just don't have the time, but what i am going to do is try and come on here and talk to different people to make sure i don't go back in the bookies. I think it's something that will always be in my blood because i enjoy it so much, but i just need to realise what it is doing not only to me but to the people around me, because if they knew they would be so shocked, angry, upset, which is why i don't tell them. It is something i have to come to terms with on my own but i am very determined now to do it. starting from now 24/2/11
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doing it alone - by Guest - 26-02-2011, 07:39 AM
Re: doing it alone - by Les GA - 27-02-2011, 09:37 AM
Re: doing it alone - by michael - 06-03-2011, 11:36 AM

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