19-03-2011, 06:50 PM
My name is Andy and I am a compulsive gambler.Today is Saturday 19th March and it is day 300 without a bet,although I have not helped myself by watching Horse racing all week.I had absolutely no temptation or urge to bet,I just have too much time on my hands and Im totally bored with everything.I have no chance of having a bet as I am always broke anyway,but i dont care whether I have 1p in my pocket or not.Money is not the issue.I dont know how to ever recover or if I will recover,but all I know is that I waste my days,Im a waster,I do less and less each day and my motivation to continue just erodes with each day.I know things could be even worse if I gambled or if I lived in Japan,but it still doesnt kick my ass,which is what I need.But just for today I havent gambled.Andy