29-03-2011, 07:45 AM
Us cgs all know how you feel.its amaing how well your chidren cope with it.when i told my kids they were brilliant.one week i told them we were rich-after i won a big sum of money,the next week id blown it all and then some. i too at the moment cant ever imagine recovering.one day at a time tho and i certainly feel better than what i did 3 or 4 days ago.at that point i didnt ever want to get out of bed again.its hard the thoughts of gambling are always in the back of your mind,kind of like a drug addict who needs a fix,i certainly feel like i need a fix of gambling regularly.but just for today i WILL NOT gamble.x