07-04-2011, 05:44 PM
Firstly, so many thanks for the support guys....much appreciated.
I attended my first ga meeting last night, made me realise that I would never be able to beat this disease alone and also that I will never be watching champions league football on a wednesday again.
I have felt so much better about life in general today that I have not felt a single urge. I know it's early days but I can only take one day at a time.
I have also made the step of telling those closest to me the severity of my problems.
It wasn't all hugs & kisses but I was amazed to find that realtionships are so much stronger than what my warped mind had led me to believe.
I urge anyone reading this who hasn't already to attend the next possible meeting, you will only understand if you take the step.
Also, I never thought so much good could come out of just being honest. I have lied so much I didn't even know the truth but with every truth it feels a little weight lifts.
Day 4, no bet, no lies.
I attended my first ga meeting last night, made me realise that I would never be able to beat this disease alone and also that I will never be watching champions league football on a wednesday again.
I have felt so much better about life in general today that I have not felt a single urge. I know it's early days but I can only take one day at a time.
I have also made the step of telling those closest to me the severity of my problems.
It wasn't all hugs & kisses but I was amazed to find that realtionships are so much stronger than what my warped mind had led me to believe.
I urge anyone reading this who hasn't already to attend the next possible meeting, you will only understand if you take the step.
Also, I never thought so much good could come out of just being honest. I have lied so much I didn't even know the truth but with every truth it feels a little weight lifts.
Day 4, no bet, no lies.