16-04-2011, 10:53 AM
Hi, My week as some of you know started off terrible with all sorts of reason contributing.The main reason was being worried about starting work again, and having to deal with money everyday.My first day back was on tuesday and after roughly 45min of talking to myself driving...one shoulder telling me just a little bet would'nt hurt, and the other one saying NO don't do it.I decided not to have the bet, though i thought through the day about it i kept strong and kept out the bookies, even my work collegue took my money of me as i went to fetch my van so i couldnt stop off anywhere ! Who needs a barrier with a freind like that i feel myself so lucky to have suport of work coleges as i dont know them that well. After getting passed that 1st day the next two i worked i fount very easy kept myself busy without a thought of the dreaded bet. Now my big challenge is to go back to my meeting on sunday, and for some strange reason im rather nervous which doesnt make sence as i attended for 6 mnths befor ! im afraid ppl will judge me for not attending which is daft as i know nobody judges in GA just offer awsome advice and help.
Any way thats my little rant over , just wanted to get it off my chest.
Thankyou to all in the room ur all a great surport <!-- s
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Just 1 more thing reading back.......suport of mates is excelent if you can have it, but we all need the barriers in place to prevent us at our most vunrable and week times.
ONE DAY AT A TIME
Any way thats my little rant over , just wanted to get it off my chest.
Thankyou to all in the room ur all a great surport <!-- s
--><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_razz.gif" alt="" title="Razz" /><!-- s --> Just 1 more thing reading back.......suport of mates is excelent if you can have it, but we all need the barriers in place to prevent us at our most vunrable and week times.
ONE DAY AT A TIME