09-05-2011, 09:12 PM
Hi,you sound like me a month ago.i no exactly what your feeling and wouldnt wish it on anyone.it sounds like you are doing the right things with blocks on things which you can access gambling sites.you just need the belief that you can tackle the addiction and the need to want to.im sure like i was your sick of feeling worthless and not sleeping at night,sick of lying and feeling that your family deserves better.sound familiar?you can turn your life around,it isnt easy but every day you go without gambling your on the road to recovery and being that person you want to be.dry your eyes and think positive,think only of a day at a time.keep busy,enjoy the kids.the first few weeks are tough the coulda woulda shoulda's but it does get slightly easier-i hope!!!take care and i wish you luck.x