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biker down and out
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Hi All,

This is my first time here and i'm looking for some advice on what my first steps are to help myself. But i guess most of all its to tell my story.

ok well in my late 20's and have been gambling for ... well for ever. Mainly online casino but also in the bookies on the rouette machines.

Well i have gone throught eh last 5 years living payday to payday but to be honest... i'm actaully a terrible gambler... i'm never really up at all.. i get paid gamble then skint.... So i definately realise there is no winner, but doenst stop me.

Its fianally come to an end, I was fairly well off this month after paying bills, but decided to go to bookies.. lost hundreds but got it back... then went back later on and blew it all, inlcuding more. I have jsut taken out payday loans to get through the month and wait for it... have blown all that.

My parter bails me out all the time and we have no credit left. ... I have promised to stop and stop.. but never quite manage it.

I am no due to move out of our home, as do believe she deserves better, and unfortunately i ahve a small amount to my name and no where to stay no family or friends... so currently making the back of the car comftable for my new bed.

Anyways I desperately want to stop. and I guess meetigns is a good place to start... I just wondered what people thought of the meetings, personal experiences... also just wondered what people first steps were?

any help apprecaited...
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biker down and out - by bikerlad - 27-05-2011, 12:47 PM
Re: biker down and out - by helen - 28-05-2011, 05:53 AM

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