09-08-2011, 02:42 PM
hello
i'm new to this but i am in a similar situation although i work my partner basically works extra to fund my habit! there is so many mixed emotions but i know i can not do it anymore it may only be a 'little bit of money' but it certainly adds up! i am hoping to get married next year so we need to save any advice is much appreciated. why cant i see what a fool i am being! we also have the most gorgeous 17 month old baby boy and i never want him to know what i am / was like!
i'm new to this but i am in a similar situation although i work my partner basically works extra to fund my habit! there is so many mixed emotions but i know i can not do it anymore it may only be a 'little bit of money' but it certainly adds up! i am hoping to get married next year so we need to save any advice is much appreciated. why cant i see what a fool i am being! we also have the most gorgeous 17 month old baby boy and i never want him to know what i am / was like!