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new fool
i really understand that,
i was put out of work on disability and my gambling went mad then
boredom, depression, easiest thing to do was go on online slots or bingo,
i too have spent thousands not in weeks though in days!
i seem to have this compulsion that as soon as i turn pc on even just to check emails or facebook i end up gambling even though i dont want too i just cant stop!
i joined this a couple of days ago and am hoping to go to ga meeting next week,
iv been self excluded from most sites going and had gam lock on but still a sneaky site gets through it and i join
im at the end of my tether and really understand the sickening feeling guilt and anger afterwards
my family dont know because im ashamed and embarrassed, my partner does know but he is away and can only support me as much as he possibly can by phone and letters, he gets so mad with me, i keep letting him and myself down....

fingers crossed for our speedy recovery.......<!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt="Smile" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile -->take care x

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new fool - by Thomasagor - 11-07-2011, 03:46 PM
Re: new fool - by jmgstamps - 12-07-2011, 03:17 PM
Re: new fool - by Thomasagor - 13-07-2011, 12:26 AM
Re: new fool - by barrieexgambler - 15-07-2011, 12:38 PM
Re: new fool - by ownworstenemy - 22-07-2011, 06:05 PM

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