02-10-2011, 01:47 PM
Hi, i'm sherrie and i'm a compulsive gambler, last bet on 24/09/11. (prev. ldg was 31/01/11) I am currently under a fog of depression. I have PTSD and was triggered by something recently. In the past i have used gambling to escape from my emotions but because i can't gamble responsibly anymore i can't even hide away playing them games. What used to last me days or months in terms of funds to gamble is gone in a matter of minutes these days. Plus gambling again has made me feel even worse than i did before i did it. I have felt really quite self destructive to say the least.
Negatives, having a bad moment i deleted my ga phone numbers/emails/friends from my social network site cos i just felt like withdrawing and hiding under my big black cloud alone.
Positives, i've booked an appointment to see a counsellor to talk about my recent trigger and bad feelings.
Anyhoo, that's me.
Sherrie
xoxoxo
Negatives, having a bad moment i deleted my ga phone numbers/emails/friends from my social network site cos i just felt like withdrawing and hiding under my big black cloud alone.
Positives, i've booked an appointment to see a counsellor to talk about my recent trigger and bad feelings.
Anyhoo, that's me.
Sherrie
xoxoxo