29-10-2016, 07:48 PM
I know I can recover and I can turn my life around and it is just simple its just by working on one day at the time.
I was offered a simple programme I was told this programme work, but if I wanted to work i needed the desire to stop gamble . I thought I could just stop, yes I have stopped many times with no G A but unfortunately I did return to gamble.
Eventually I accepted I was powerless over gambling and life started to get better, my family started to trust me more but I knew that they work on the look out I do not blame them, I know I was a time waster when I was gambling I need to live with it but I was to stick to no gamble, gamble give me nothing.
I believe by keeping going to meetings will work for me, life eventually got better and I am still got the desire to stop, It was my choice I am not going to gamble today that was my theme and so on when tomorrow comes I will deal the same.
I am on recovery because I choose to no gamble.
I love my family, I will do anything for them and mean the world to me .
However is love enough for for me to stop gambling?
That is the big question , I play on their lives so many times that I will never gamble again and always fund myself back to gamble, i felt powerless to stop myself and make me feel bad,how could love my family ? and choose to put them through hell with the lying repeatedly creating debts and all because my urges to gamble.
I ask myself that many times while trying to stop , no getting answers i decided to attend G A meetings, there I learn that there was hope to stop the madness.
I know I can not be cured but but been with G A I could abstain from gamble and that is my mission , GA give me the chance to change my ways, change my future and be a normal person I person to be proud of.
My name is stamps and my last gamble was 1.04.11
I was offered a simple programme I was told this programme work, but if I wanted to work i needed the desire to stop gamble . I thought I could just stop, yes I have stopped many times with no G A but unfortunately I did return to gamble.
Eventually I accepted I was powerless over gambling and life started to get better, my family started to trust me more but I knew that they work on the look out I do not blame them, I know I was a time waster when I was gambling I need to live with it but I was to stick to no gamble, gamble give me nothing.
I believe by keeping going to meetings will work for me, life eventually got better and I am still got the desire to stop, It was my choice I am not going to gamble today that was my theme and so on when tomorrow comes I will deal the same.
I am on recovery because I choose to no gamble.
I love my family, I will do anything for them and mean the world to me .
However is love enough for for me to stop gambling?
That is the big question , I play on their lives so many times that I will never gamble again and always fund myself back to gamble, i felt powerless to stop myself and make me feel bad,how could love my family ? and choose to put them through hell with the lying repeatedly creating debts and all because my urges to gamble.
I ask myself that many times while trying to stop , no getting answers i decided to attend G A meetings, there I learn that there was hope to stop the madness.
I know I can not be cured but but been with G A I could abstain from gamble and that is my mission , GA give me the chance to change my ways, change my future and be a normal person I person to be proud of.
My name is stamps and my last gamble was 1.04.11