16-06-2017, 12:33 PM
15 months into recovery and gambling thoughts are now few are far between. Dealing with life on life's terms is sometimes difficult, but having gratitude for the things that I have really helps. No matter how bad a day seems, focusing on the things I have put things into perspective. I am very lucky for my wife to still be by my side, I have put her through hell and back, and she's supported me and continues to support me, I have healthy beautiful kids, a roof over my head, a good job, a nice car.
Without gambling, the dense fog starts to clear and I can now start planning ahead. I now look forward to things, rather than rolling with whatever was happening day by day, dreading that I would get found out for still gambling.
Honesty is a massive part of my recovery, by being open and honest, especially with myself and my loved ones, I no longer live in fear. I have nothing to hide, therefore I have nothing to worry about anyone finding out. By working the 12 step program, which I'm still to fully engage with steps 4-9, life is becoming brighter, and having seen the progress others have made especially through steps 4 and 5, I'm hopeful for things to get even better.
One day at a time
Simmo
Without gambling, the dense fog starts to clear and I can now start planning ahead. I now look forward to things, rather than rolling with whatever was happening day by day, dreading that I would get found out for still gambling.
Honesty is a massive part of my recovery, by being open and honest, especially with myself and my loved ones, I no longer live in fear. I have nothing to hide, therefore I have nothing to worry about anyone finding out. By working the 12 step program, which I'm still to fully engage with steps 4-9, life is becoming brighter, and having seen the progress others have made especially through steps 4 and 5, I'm hopeful for things to get even better.
One day at a time
Simmo
One day at a time. My last bet was 15/03/2016 and I hope and pray each day that it stays that way.