10-04-2017, 06:00 AM
So i have a gambling problem from ever since i could remember.
This has been the longest i havent gambled...
Since Dec 2016
I also havent been to a meeting since before Dec 2016 as i have been busy with work.
I still have the odd days when im thinking just pop into the bookies and play black jack on the machines play for fun play small bets.
Bad idea...
Good thing i havent acted on my thoughts.
Its the first bet that i must avoid.
Once i place that first bet thats it im hooked again
Ever since my GF found out that i was a bad gambler she now holds my bank card where my wages are paid in and i dont mind that coz i know i am bad with money
I have another bank ac which is emty, which is only used for my GF to wire me my spending money
When i did gambled i only really gambled on black jack mostly at the bookies sometimes at the casino .
I must avoid that first bet at all cost...
I am Tyger79 and im a compulsive gambler...
Today i will not gamble.
This has been the longest i havent gambled...
Since Dec 2016
I also havent been to a meeting since before Dec 2016 as i have been busy with work.
I still have the odd days when im thinking just pop into the bookies and play black jack on the machines play for fun play small bets.
Bad idea...
Good thing i havent acted on my thoughts.
Its the first bet that i must avoid.
Once i place that first bet thats it im hooked again

Ever since my GF found out that i was a bad gambler she now holds my bank card where my wages are paid in and i dont mind that coz i know i am bad with money

I have another bank ac which is emty, which is only used for my GF to wire me my spending money

When i did gambled i only really gambled on black jack mostly at the bookies sometimes at the casino .
I must avoid that first bet at all cost...
I am Tyger79 and im a compulsive gambler...
Today i will not gamble.