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Breaking Pattern
#81
Day 59

Depressed
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#82
Day 60

Getting an urge to bet against a sports result I don't want

Like as in an insurance bet to hedge for emotional reasons

So, for example, I don't want one team to win, so I bet for them to win

Or I don't want them to draw either so bet for that too so the only option is that they lose

Basically it was my way of combining one emotional addiction and hedging it off another

It has ruined my sports enjoyment at times

Other times not betting makes my sports experience feel like something is missing
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#83
Day 61

Stressed re health and legal issues
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#84
Day 62

A bit nervous over future sports result

Wanting to bet to hedge
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#85
Understand that....i get that accepting this addiction can be an illness is tough for most...

Why i need to start with a desire not to gamble....and then make sure i commit 100% or as close to as possible to recovery...

Keep reflecting...

Smartie xx
Meetings help, but meetings are only a small part to how GA works....

GA is a 12 step organisation that offers the program that keeps me in recovery...

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#86
Day 63
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#87
Day 64
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#88
Day 65

Stressed
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#89
Day 66 beginning

New milestone
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#90
New milestone in days you mean? What about the emotional recovery furious? Hows that going?
Meetings help, but meetings are only a small part to how GA works....

GA is a 12 step organisation that offers the program that keeps me in recovery...

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