Thread Rating:
  • 0 Vote(s) - 0 Average
  • 1
  • 2
  • 3
  • 4
  • 5
Ideal situation is to be emotionally detached from unhealthy things
#1
Hi

It was important for to understand that there was no way I could change the past.

There was no way I could change the fact that I gave away my our money and only once I be at peace with that simple fact I would not be fighting myself or beating myself up and or living in the pains of my past.

I am suppose to learn from my past and no longer live in it.

The addictions and my obsessions were a form of escape.

I did not understand that when I walked in to the recovery program I was emotionally traumatized.

If I could not help myself how could the recovery program help me.

The money was only the fuel for my addiction.

The money was only the fuel for my escape.

The money was never going to heal me.

How selfish can I be in my recovery today.

How much time and effort am I willing to put in to my recovery today.

Am I willing to put more effort in to my recovery than I put in to my addictions and my obsessions.

Even when I am alone I am not alone.

At what point in my life would I stop talking about money or gambling.

Both money or gambling were not going to heal my hurt inner child.

At what point in my life would I stop hurting myself and stop hurting people that were close to me.

My addictions and obsessions were a form of self abuse.

How could it be that I thought that I loved gambling and that I thought that I loved my obsessions.

Love for  me today is having a healthy interaction with a living creature or person.

It is not possible for me as a person to have a healthy interaction with with a material thing or money.

Did I not understand what love was.

The ideal situation is to be emotionally detached from all feelings and emotions towards my addictions and my obsessions.

Love and peace toe very one.

Dave L

AKA Dave of Beckenham
Reply


Forum Jump:


Users browsing this thread: 1 Guest(s)