30-10-2020, 01:04 AM
So ive gone 24 hours without a bet. Dreading the weekend as its non stop football, my go to source of betting. I quit Poker years ago after ending up in A and E after on online poker binge.
Feeling like crap at the moment as I had to borrow money from my parents on Monday, and I straight up lied to them, I didn't tell them I was gambling on football and ignoring my wife all weekend. To be honest last few days ive felt like if I had a spare few grand in my pocket I would pack my bags and leave. But I couldn't do that to my parents and my wife, they are my world, my wife is my soul mate and my best friend, she is amazing and has always tried to help me regarding my mental health and my gambling.
Feeling like crap at the moment as I had to borrow money from my parents on Monday, and I straight up lied to them, I didn't tell them I was gambling on football and ignoring my wife all weekend. To be honest last few days ive felt like if I had a spare few grand in my pocket I would pack my bags and leave. But I couldn't do that to my parents and my wife, they are my world, my wife is my soul mate and my best friend, she is amazing and has always tried to help me regarding my mental health and my gambling.