21-04-2010, 09:52 PM
No Im not shy and not a loner by choice,Im sick to the back teeth of being alone.Ive been alone for over 20 years and Im completely bored of it and my brain is shredded.Every day I get up alone,go to work,alone,work,alone,dont see a soul,talk to a soul all day,then go home,alone,to an empty house to spend yet another evening alone.I go to new classes,and gym,alone,and in such a negative mode,dont talk to anybody as I cant then be bothered.Ive lost my mind and dont know if it will ever come back.I have quite a few hobbies,but nothing,absolutely nothing makes me smile any more.Thanks for your words.