16-05-2010, 10:11 AM
I'm Andy, a compulsive gambler and I'm so bored it's untrue. I cant get my mind to focus on anything else apart from gambling.It's Sunday 16th May and I'm crawling the walls with boredom,and desperately trying to fight my body not to go into a bookies today,but the disease is stronger than me,and no matter what I do today,its all coming back to gambling.I've already kept myself busy this morning, with 2 hours of gym,but that doesn't excite me or give me anything. I've got many boring,mundane,house chores I can do,but nothing,just nothing gives me any motivation or pleasure so my mind is just constantly in the gambling mode.If I make it through this day without a bet,it will be a miracle,as it is so much in my face.Andy.