17-05-2010, 06:00 PM
I have taken all the advice,you are all correct,I know.I cannot beat this disease alone,and right now I am right in the furious grips of this killer disease,that has just gone and killed more of what little of me there is left.The Vultures are hovering around as more of me has died after yet another massive gambling binge,that has plunged me further into debt and the deepest,darkest hole again.There is no way out again for me,I have maxed all credit cards out,again,bills are just banging the door down,Its already hard enough without gambling,but ive just about gone and put the final nail in my own coffin.I havent got any fight left,theyve finished me off,again.I have decided that I am going to try and end it all tonight.Ive been down this road too many times and dont deserve to suffer any more.Thanks for all everybodys help.Andy.