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trying to stay clean
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My name is Andy and Im a compulsive gambler.I have managed 4 days clean again this week since my slip on saturday,but definately in the grips of the disease big time,because every day this week ive been tempted to gamble.It doesnt help me when I watch the racing as see all the happy and glamorous faces along with the gorgeous Women and that makes me envious,and angry as well as sick because I cant be part of it or have the happiness they have.Also the fact that Im not busy and cant find the motivation to do much doesnt help and I still havent attended a meeting,because I just cant face it,as ive failed yet again to stay clean.Im dreading the summer again as usual will be spent alll alone and in solitary confinement with myself,and probably half the reason why ive gone mad really.Today is another day and I will try not to gamble but it also makes me sweat if I think any further than today as the future looks so black.Andy.
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keeping clean - by andy again - 13-05-2010, 07:36 AM
Re: keeping clean - by Guest - 14-05-2010, 12:45 PM
trying to stay clean - by andy again - 16-05-2010, 07:38 AM
bored again - by andy again - 16-05-2010, 10:11 AM
Re: bored again - by Guest - 17-05-2010, 11:47 AM
gambled again - by andy again - 17-05-2010, 05:49 PM
Re: keeping clean - by andy again - 17-05-2010, 06:00 PM
Re: trying to stay clean again - by andy again - 18-05-2010, 07:46 AM
Re: trying to stay clean - by Guest - 18-05-2010, 12:50 PM
Re: trying to stay clean - by Guest - 19-05-2010, 11:09 AM
Re: trying to stay clean - by andy the loser again - 20-05-2010, 07:53 AM
Re: keeping clean - by Guest - 15-06-2010, 10:40 AM
Re: trying to stay clean - by kinnor - 17-06-2010, 06:29 AM

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