im my own worst enemy

[andy again]

You are so lucky to have a loving husband and children.Good luck to you.I am in the same sinking ship,but unfortunately I am on my own and have nodody,therefore I dont find any reason to really give up gambling,although it has destroyed me and continues to destroy every single bone in my body,yet I cant stop.But its good youtalked about it and the GA meetings are the only way to help keep us from re-lapsing into gambling again.Take care,Andy