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gambling depression
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Im Andy and Im a compulsive gambler.Its now 12 days since I had a gamble,but I just despair at the thought that it will get me again.I wake up every day in a bad mood,depressed and then when I get out into the world all I see is happy people out enjoying the summer sunshine,groups of people in pubs,outside enjoying,being happy and liking life,and all this happiness makes me want to escape into a deam world away from it all,becauseI know it will never happen in my life.I will never be happy,or content,I will always be alone,and each day I rise from my bed,I feel less like living,because I cant face another bleak Winter alone,and even worse another summer on my own,trying to fight the gambling disease,which will always own me.My so called life is a complete and utter shambles and where to even begin to put it right,I wouldnt know where to start.All I know is that 25 years of gambling have done this to me and now Im just waiting for the grim reaper to lay me to rest.Andy
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gambling depression - by andy again - 04-06-2010, 11:28 PM
Re: gambling depression - by ginger - 05-06-2010, 08:01 PM
Re: gambling depression - by ginger - 05-06-2010, 08:07 PM
Re: gambling depression - by Adam P - 06-06-2010, 01:40 PM
Re: gambling depression - by Guest - 06-06-2010, 02:13 PM
Re: gambling depression - by andy again - 06-06-2010, 04:09 PM
Re: gambling depression - by Guest - 07-06-2010, 11:41 AM
Re: gambling depression - by andy again - 08-06-2010, 06:46 AM
Re: gambling depression - by Guest - 08-06-2010, 10:34 AM
Re: gambling depression - by giger - 08-06-2010, 01:01 PM
Re: gambling depression - by andy again - 09-06-2010, 07:55 AM

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