25-07-2010, 08:09 PM
Please help. I have spent all day losing money on the online casino. The only reason I have stopped is that I have run out of money. I am heavily in debt. My wife gave me some funds a few weeks ago to help sort myself out. She does know the reason why I am in debt. All I have done is spend it all again and I am in a worse position than ever.
I cant spend a day without gambling. I am spending 4-5 hours each day online gambling. This is having such an impact on my life and job. I love my wife and our 4 year old boy, but all I want to do is spend time online gambling. My debts are horrendous. My wife is currently ill, if I tell her the truth I think I could send her over the edge.
I have spent the last 12 months thinking the end result is that I would need to end my life. I don't know why I am thinking like that and to be fair I haven't tried anything. I just think about my son and realise what he would think of me and how his life would be without his dad. But I know I need help.
I was in an amazing place financially 2 years ago. I have spent the last 2 years losing everything. I know I am ill, I know I need to stop. The problem is I don't know how. I dont gamble at the bookies, I rarely attend casino's. Its purely online.
Is there a way I can ban online casino's from my computer/ I think if I could do that I would be able to break this downward spiral which is reaching such an awful low.
Please help. Please.
I cant spend a day without gambling. I am spending 4-5 hours each day online gambling. This is having such an impact on my life and job. I love my wife and our 4 year old boy, but all I want to do is spend time online gambling. My debts are horrendous. My wife is currently ill, if I tell her the truth I think I could send her over the edge.
I have spent the last 12 months thinking the end result is that I would need to end my life. I don't know why I am thinking like that and to be fair I haven't tried anything. I just think about my son and realise what he would think of me and how his life would be without his dad. But I know I need help.
I was in an amazing place financially 2 years ago. I have spent the last 2 years losing everything. I know I am ill, I know I need to stop. The problem is I don't know how. I dont gamble at the bookies, I rarely attend casino's. Its purely online.
Is there a way I can ban online casino's from my computer/ I think if I could do that I would be able to break this downward spiral which is reaching such an awful low.
Please help. Please.