04-11-2010, 01:38 PM
My 10/28/10 date means soooooo much to me. It doesn't seem like much but to me it is a blessing. I don't think about gambling everyday and I'm not trying to figure out when there will be enought money for me to go. This used to be so compulsive with me. I would check my account balance dailey and then figure out when I had enough money to go again. What a relief to not have to think about gambling all the time. One day at a time is what I have to keep pulling myself back to. I'm concerning about having money for Xmas for the kids and I get all uptight until I come back to one day at a time. Been going to meetings as much as I can and they are so supportive. Love Them!