12-10-2010, 01:06 PM
im in to my ninth day now but im still ill and keep on making excuses not to go to meetings i know the only way for me to stop is by making meetings i feel great for not gambling in 9 days and i dont have a desire to at the moment but i know how easily and quickly it can happen im trying to occupy my self and keep my feet on the ground and take it one day at a time im going to cleveland street on thursday for a meeting i know i have to keep positive and just have to get a hold of this terrible illness