01-12-2010, 08:20 AM
"What I donât understand about myself is that I decide one way, but then I act another, doing things I absolutely despise. So if I canât be trusted to figure out what is best for myself and then do it, it becomes obvious that Godâs command is necessary. But I need something more! For if I know the law but still canât keep it, and if the power of addiction within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help! I realize that I donât have what it takes. I can will it, but I canât do it. I decide to do good, but I donât really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, donât result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time. It happens so regularly that itâs predictable. The moment I decide to do good, addiction is there to trip me up"
My name is Vish I am a compulsive gambler and the last time I gambled was on the 27th of August 2010.
My name is Vish I am a compulsive gambler and the last time I gambled was on the 27th of August 2010.