01-03-2011, 03:08 AM
i have sunk to the lowest of lows.
i have used my partners bank accout(again) to feed my gambling habbit.
i tell my self "one more bet and al get that money back" but her am sitting down and dreading my partner checking er account. i now will worry so much until i have the courage to actually tell her.
i need to stop. simple as that. i have a child on the way and i just need t stop. i hope i can do this through the support of people on here as im struggling to make the meetings.
ive gambled for as long as i was alowed in the bookies but only in the last 2-3 years i have gambled real heavy. where throwing hundreds in roullett is not uncommon.
this is day one i know i can get thur at least one day..#
i have used my partners bank accout(again) to feed my gambling habbit.
i tell my self "one more bet and al get that money back" but her am sitting down and dreading my partner checking er account. i now will worry so much until i have the courage to actually tell her.
i need to stop. simple as that. i have a child on the way and i just need t stop. i hope i can do this through the support of people on here as im struggling to make the meetings.
ive gambled for as long as i was alowed in the bookies but only in the last 2-3 years i have gambled real heavy. where throwing hundreds in roullett is not uncommon.
this is day one i know i can get thur at least one day..#