10-05-2011, 10:25 AM
Thanks for your in put Dave. So ok I think after reading your comments and many other posts I can see clearly now that it is a disease that inflicts many in many different ways but with a similar out come. I think I may have hit rock bottom 4-5 years ago and then recovred through to an extent through strong support and isolation. I moved houses had no cards and no internet and really enjoyed a time consuming job that gave me a buzz (sales job). Things have crept back in though. I borrow the cash card |I have set up on line accounts and I do less hours now so I have more time on my hands! I think I am at a cross roads where I could lose everything again and from being in a strong position dont think i would recover!