22-07-2011, 12:54 PM
Good afternoon all
I am marcus 23 and i am a compulsive gambler!!!
I will cut the whole story short but started when i was 16 and as i got older its just got WORST!! I have been on this site in the chat rooms and thought i would post here! Today i have actualy broke down and cried my heart out!! I have lost everything i have owned and maxed my bank account and even borrowed money 2 gamble which i add needs to be paid back today!! I have been sitting at home crying itching my head what to do, so i have took a major step and i have txt my dad and i am currentlet waiting for him to ring me now and i am ready 2 reveal all!! I hate what i have become over the last few years since my beloved mom has passed away, i said to myself i will stop for her when she passed but if anything i have just got worse!! I really do want to stop and i can see the impact its having on my family (brother) at home as i have just discovered he has had hes car taken due to council tax non payments and i feel as i live here i am responsebile for that aswell <!-- s
--><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_sad.gif" alt="" title="Sad" /><!-- s --> !!! I really do hope i can get out of the rutt i am in and i just want to return back to the happy chappy i once was!! Thanks for listening people
Marcus
I am marcus 23 and i am a compulsive gambler!!!
I will cut the whole story short but started when i was 16 and as i got older its just got WORST!! I have been on this site in the chat rooms and thought i would post here! Today i have actualy broke down and cried my heart out!! I have lost everything i have owned and maxed my bank account and even borrowed money 2 gamble which i add needs to be paid back today!! I have been sitting at home crying itching my head what to do, so i have took a major step and i have txt my dad and i am currentlet waiting for him to ring me now and i am ready 2 reveal all!! I hate what i have become over the last few years since my beloved mom has passed away, i said to myself i will stop for her when she passed but if anything i have just got worse!! I really do want to stop and i can see the impact its having on my family (brother) at home as i have just discovered he has had hes car taken due to council tax non payments and i feel as i live here i am responsebile for that aswell <!-- s
--><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_sad.gif" alt="" title="Sad" /><!-- s --> !!! I really do hope i can get out of the rutt i am in and i just want to return back to the happy chappy i once was!! Thanks for listening peopleMarcus