18-10-2011, 10:05 PM
I need someone to hear me
right now Im feeling empty and ashamed. Today so far I have gambled hundreds of pounds money I do not have. I need some help and have no idea where to start? I have always liked to gamble but the last few months have spun out of control. I have won an awful lot of money since august yet my bank about is always over drawn.I have a smartphone that enables me to play fruit machines whilst charging it to my phone bill. I have a lap top that is always logged in to 4 bingo sites. And Atleast 3 online casino sites.
I wake up everyday and i reach for my smartphone and so the cycle starts. I don't want to waste money I don't want to press spin but its like something in my head takes ever. I want to stop I want to not lose everything I have and hold so Dear i feel selfish but i can't find the strength to not hit spin
right now Im feeling empty and ashamed. Today so far I have gambled hundreds of pounds money I do not have. I need some help and have no idea where to start? I have always liked to gamble but the last few months have spun out of control. I have won an awful lot of money since august yet my bank about is always over drawn.I have a smartphone that enables me to play fruit machines whilst charging it to my phone bill. I have a lap top that is always logged in to 4 bingo sites. And Atleast 3 online casino sites.
I wake up everyday and i reach for my smartphone and so the cycle starts. I don't want to waste money I don't want to press spin but its like something in my head takes ever. I want to stop I want to not lose everything I have and hold so Dear i feel selfish but i can't find the strength to not hit spin