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Re: trying to stay clean - andy the loser again - 20-05-2010 Thanks for all your comments and offers.I have taken on board all your information and I accept that I will always be a compulsive gambler.As for the financial side of things I dont care any more ive sunk and its only a matter of time before Im oput on the street when ive lost another house.The pressure of the financial stress is too much and I resign to just giving it all up.I just want a normal life with no money and no worries and some kind of happiness.Im never going to find it here,so for today I dont even know what to do any more.I will probably end up gambling today because I have time,and ive already lost a fortune this week so I dont care any more its all gone,whatever I can lay my hands on I will and go and blow it,and escape in to my dream world.Dont care any more. Re: keeping clean - Guest - 15-06-2010 know what ur sayin andy an feel ur pain im 26 and after picking up my weekly giro i performed the weekly tradition off roulette wat really hacks me off is i got up to double on the 1st roulette machine and after wisely collecting the winning made the mistake off playing another machiene within 5 mins i was doin my last pound repeat spin but wats mad is lately i expect to lose and jus see been skint for the upcoming week as normal im soon 2 be evicted owe cash out 2 a few freinds only 20 pounds here an there but my hole live nowadays revolves around payin people i owe an tryin 2 raise the cash for them evrywere i look i see teenagers driving nice cars an getin properys even local junkies seem 2 have a better adiction than mine life does seem so bad after been robed again !!!!!! Re: trying to stay clean - kinnor - 17-06-2010 hi andy, i'm kinnor and i'm a compulsive gambler; Like you, i try to stop gambling, i stay clean for six or seven days but always i finish to gambling again. I lost all my savings and i depress but once again i say me: ENOUGH, stop definitely now!!!! i can do it, i know with the GA forum help, yours advices(specially, you, roy dave.....) i can do it!!!! I hope you are better and you stay clean and don't forget you are not alone courage!!!!!! |